Saturday, April 19, 2008
Special ...
the temperature seems to be steadily increasing. i feel like i'm sometimes capable of melting in the heat. hee ... anyways, i think i'm partly responsible for this increasing heat too. i think the air-conditioners are the greatest invention on earth. haha. but it would be better if it's cooler naturally, then the ordinary fan would do a good job at keeping me cool. maybe it's true that i might have a bit of a polar tendency. but in anycase, if i had to chose between dying in the heat or in the cold, i'd choose cold anytime. haha. then again, maybe cos i have a natural higher body temperature that's why i prefer cold more than hot. haha. yeah. if only i lived in a country with 4 seasons. every year, i'd look forward to winter. haha.
so life is still the same, although everything around me is changing. i think i'm weird especially after what my (not so little) brother said that to me. as he was clearing his room that day (cos he's gonna have a whole new wardobe and an additional sofa bed for his friends to sleep when they stay overnight), he unravelled a photo album which was buried under tons of debris such as paper, books etc. then being who i usually am, the sister who is very bored now and just find joy in disturbing her brother, i intruded into his territory (his room) and then he said, jie look! then i went hey! is that photo album yours or mine? (cos both of us seem to have identical stuffs from time to time) then he said it's his. haha. and then i said how would i know? there are pictures of me inside too. haha. then he said, jie, you still look the same as last time leh. it would be good if the picture was me in secondary school or something nearer, but the pictures that he said i look the same as were that of when i was 4 or 5 years old!
er... excuse me? i'm already 19 here. how can i look the same? it'd really be very freaky you know. then he said that i really look the same. i'm sad to say that i haven't grown up at all for the past 14 - 15 years. since i still look the same as i did when i was 4/ 5 years old. gosh. i'm growing yet i'm not growing. hmmm. anyways, i started to think, since i look the same for so long, when i'm 30 or something, would i still look the same? since for 14-15 years, my face didn't change at all? hmmmm. i guess ONLY TIME WILL TELL...
haha. take care!
love,
cheryn ...
posted at 4/19/2008 12:21:00 pm
